Friday, July 25, 2008

Melt Down and Rebuild

Yesterday was a bad day. I finally ended up bawling and praying. The praying helped.
The crying just made my eyes fat, and my nose stuff up. My hormone patch must need changing. It's been so hot lately, I can't tell if I'm flashin or it's the weather. Those who flash know how HOT that is.

Piglet has dyed her hair black again that's about third time in a month. She's going to go bald. I don't get it. It scares me.

I forget sometimes, not to worry, pray. I forget sometimes, that the Lord who has rescued and helped so many times before, is still on the throne. I forget.
Yesterday, I remembered. I polished the monuments of my faith. I remembered the other times where God has shown up and proved that He is visible. He has proven Himself to me. Still I forget. Yesterday was a day to turn around and go back.
It didn't have any thing to do with bad breath, or blogging or anything else.
My heart needed a tune up.
I'm working tonight and have to go get ready, just wanted to say thanks.

7 comments:

imbeingheldhostage said...

I'm sorry you had such a tough day. I usually feel so much better after a melt down. They usually come after a huge build up, so even crashing is better than where I was. *hugs!*

Brenda said...

((((((((hugs)))))))))

Debbie in CA : ) said...

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX ...
Come by and visit me for Pink Saturday. You'll smile (without the pink-clog envy). ; ) "Blogging for fun" is my new motto. (Can you believe Blogger was down for me again today? Grrrrrr ....)

Susiewearsthepants said...

Karen,
Sorry to hear times are rough. I hope you are feeling better soon. I will keep in my thoughts and prayers.

Lucy said...

Happy Birthday bestest girfriend. Tomorrow July 26, wish I could be there with you to celebrate.
truly, truly,
Lucy

Laura ~Peach~ said...

Its been rather hellish here... I saw the award and thank you so much I have it on my side bar and will add your name to my thank you list. :) I have been working on an award for people but I have not exactly figured out how to get it all put together.

I hope things are better for you and that work is going well...
HUGS Laura

Angela said...

I forget sometimes, not to worry, pray. I forget sometimes, that the Lord who has rescued and helped so many times before, is still on the throne. I forget.


this could have been me writing.((hugs))